I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.
Her life used to be good, it used to be filled with life and love, but now only darkness. She hated her who life, she hated picking through garbage to find food, she hated having to go inside gas station bathrooms to clean herself. But there was nothing she could do nobody wanted her so she didn't want anybody either.' Is this the way a person should live their life I think not, but what am I supposed to do I have no one. Not any more.' the girl thought sadly. She sat down in the shade of the trees in the park and pulled out a small clear baggy filled with white pills. She poured all that was in there onto her hand and shoved them all into her mouth and swallowed choking on them as they went down.
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Tears ran down her cheeks as she lay there under the cherry tree in the night. The moon illuminating her pale skin her blue eyes filled with sadness and hate. Hate for the world, hate for the light, and hate for all the people who caused her pain. The haggardness of her breathing showed through her shirt. She coughed and sweat formed on her brow and she coughed some more only harder. Her pale skin began to flush as her coughing fit continued she could hardly breathe.
Open your eyes and look outside, find a reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Dizziness consumed her vision she groaned and coughed somemore and then it was suddenly silent. Morning came not long after and someone very familiar to her life showed up and choked on a sob to see the young girl lying there." Dear God....." was the only thing that escaped the young man's mouth. He bent down and caressed her pale skin and traced the pale blue of her lips.
Broken inside.
Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah,oh
*Flashback*
" I can't do this any more Duo I can't live any more. My life has turned topsy turvy very quickly. And there's nothing I can do I need you to stay here my dear, dear friend I need you to stay here, your all I have left!" the girl sobbed into the young man's chest." I'm sorry, but I have to go its my job." Duo sighed sadly." Take me with you then!" Duo shook his head no." Its too dangerous for you. Stay here and I promise I will come back as soon as its over. Please just wait for me."
* End of Flashback*
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
The dark haired man picked up the cold body of his friend and went straight to the hospital. They said it would be a while to figure out how she died so he would have to wait a few days. What a very long few days it was. Duo laid on his couch in his room at the Winner Mansion he was looking at a picture of a little girl and a little boy at an orphanage. A soft knock came at the door." Duo are you all right? Can we come in?" the soft voice of Quatre came to his ears." I don't care..." Duo spoke hoarsely. THe door opened to reveal all of his friends. Heero, Trowa, Quatre and surprisingly Wufei." Du...." Quatre began but was interrupted by Duo." She was my best friend and she's gone now..... why couldn't she wait for me to come back why?!" Duo broke down into tears. Everyone was shocked the happy go Duo was crying.
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
Turns out that young Usagi Tsukino died from an overdose of ecstasy. A young girl who needed her friends and family the most and they abandoned her. Turns out if she waited a little bit longer her life would have taken a drastic change. But now she will never ever live to see that change.